In our culture we often define depth of faith in terms of favorable happenings in our lives. Harry Schaumburg, author of False Intimacy, has this to say,
More often than not we define faith as seeing God in the circumstance. But in chaos we never see God. Faith should be defined as knowing that God sees us in the chaos.
Even if you are not feeling his grace. It is still coming toward you. How have you experienced chaos over the previous several months? How have you experienced Grace? How has your faith changed during that time?